I’m not sure what’s up.

I almost had this entire weekend off if I didn’t have to work 5-1pm on Friday and 6-2pm Sunday at Caribou Coffee. Needless to say I tried to enjoy it as much as possible. Friday didn’t go as we had originally planned. This girl Aletsa was supposed to drive us downtown to McFadden’s, since she was our DD, but unfortunately her car apparently had some issues so her and her friend Seth didn’t go out. I was pretty annoyed and pissed since I was looking forward to going but of course something always has to happen with plans be it mine or Amy’s.

After that we pretty much drove around, went to a bowling alley but decided against it and then just drove around looking for a place to chill that had a bar. We ended up settling on Bud’s Sports Place IV and after that we just went home–pretty exciting, wasn’t it?

Saturday I spent most of my night trying to recoup and sleep since I had been up most of the previous day. Later on that evening I ended up going to see Jackass 2 with my friend Mark. After the movie we had departed our ways, but I was kind of annoyed that I didn’t try to ask to hang out after it, so I called him and asked if he was still out in the area, and said to meet me at Steak and Shake to hang out for a bit more. That’s the 2nd time in awhile I’ve grown some “balls” to approach a guy be it to give him my phone number or something simple like asking to hang out some more.

Either way I’m trying not to act a certain way, because I just don’t know how to approach the situation. Yeah, I do like the guy, and whatnot, but I don’t know what’s next. I haven’t asked, and for some reason I’m too chicken shit to ask. I keep thinking that maybe I just shouldn’t ask because it would just make this complicated and I don’t want that right now. So who the fuck knows what’s next with me liking him. So whatever with that.

I get paid again this week from Caribou, and I still need to head out to Best Buy to pick up my check from Friday.. Oh shit and speaking of Best Buy, I forgot to meet up with my friend Brian at 11am. Whoops : I honestly didn’t remember and now I’m going to have to hear it from him. Oh, and that reminds me that the guy Dan, whom I gave my number to, told Brian that I can be pretty cool sometimes, but that I can also be weird. And I’m thinking to myself: “What the fuck is wrong with this kid? He’s the one who says ‘I Like cupcakes’ every 5 minutes and various other stupid sexual innuendos.” I’m not sure if it’s just bad luck with guys I talk to, or if it’s all Best Buy guys (haha, which would lump my friend Mark into that category, since he works at BB too.)


  1. Boys are just.. like that. They’ll say random retarded things that make themselves sound stupid and then call you the weird one. *shrugs*

  2. Mmmm, Caribou Coffee, I love getting coffee there, yummeh. Anyway I’m sorry your plans were ruined it feels that way for me as well, that everytime I plan something it just goes wrong one way or another. -sigh-

    I like a guy as well. Although you’re a bit older than me so me being only a 14 year old girl, it’s even more complicated to find if someone likes you. I know what it feels like to be a chicken, my sister ha sbeen trying to get me to talk to this guy I like but I can’t….I’m always too scared.

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